Sorrow Night

Whole week....
i had a bitter night...
never even a little sweet....
my heart beat is getting low....
i almost gave up....
but i trust....
in my pray....
1day...gods will help me...
giving me better day....
.....
last night....13/5 Friday...
in my life...
1st time...
i received a simple text...
but effected my heart very deep...
i almost lost my mind....
....
i don know how to explain it here....
but....
i'm really lost my mind that time....
today 14/5 Saturday Night....
She text me...saying she is going off to her "PLKN" tmr...
for 2 n a half month....
sad for me.....
but even she didnt go....
my life would be sad too....
i will try to life without her....
making a new life for me....
i think this is gods hope....
i change....
i will....
CHANGE....
!!!