6/5
Its ways Friday night....
my GF asked me to accompany her to go "Funfair"
....
i don know what i'm thinking that time....
i'm so stupid....i only think about computer n game...
i rejected her offer
n she go with his friend n his friend GF...she was so jelous of them...
....after awhile i feel very regret for rejecting her offer T.T
7/5
Saturday Evening....
like usually...i pick her up...n we go play badminton~
.....
Soon later...
around 10pm.....
i was alone with her....
when i send her home....
she gave me a kiss....
for the god sake...
i was like...
OMG....am i dreaming?!
well...i almost cant sleep that night...
keep thinking of it ;)
8/5
Sunday .....
Evening Around 6...i text n called her so many time...
but she didnt reply me...
i'm getting worry....of something happening to her...
i called her brother...asked if she at home....
her brother say no...n it making me more worry....
around 9...she send a global message on 'Kolony'
n i message her a.s.a.p
but no reply....well....
soon later around 9...i text her lil bro...
ask where did she go....
i was kinda upset...when her lil bro text me back....
it write.."she gone to the funfair"
well...she didnt asked me to join her...
i kinda feel upset....
....just now around 10....she global message on "Kolony" again...
n i reply...but then she ignore me....
i was hoping a text from her...even an empty text....
i was having a sucks week T.T monday-friday had to go school...weekend have a bad day....
well...i cant change the fact....
we'r just like a papper....n god is our writer...
we do everything that gods write....only our prayer can let the god know what we wanted....
