24 / 9 / 2011

This Is A Woest Date For My Life .
It Changed My Life After Too .
Not Because I am Boring Or Something .
Because That Day I Had An Accident .
Not Much Serious Injuries .
Well ,
I Lost My Right-Side Eye*Not I Lost My Eye Ball* .
My Right-Eyed Was Disabled .
Its Hard To Accept .
So . I Tried To Accept .
Damn . It Was Painful .
After That . My Daily Activities Also Affected ,
Less Gyming , Less Badminton-ing N Much More .

I Was So Fucked-Up .
I Wish I Never Ride That Motorcycle .
Well , Its A Faith N Lesson For Me .

Fishing at Sea

i was rejected =_= that was all this about...
T.T sad

Ending Doesn't Mean a fullstop . . .

After A 3month Relationship...
I break it off . . .
Its hard for me to take it on...
Well...
Now...I'm Single ~
N
Its Boring SUMMER!!~
3Day Before Summer END ~~
Aw....I wish Summer last forever :D

72Day Streak Ended By My Self XD

5/15 The Single Night

Feeling like i'm a single man back...
but the truth is...i'm still in relationship....
today....after she leaving to her PLKN at Kota Belut...
my mind start to be empty....
can't even think what to do....
like my life ends here....
well ~ at least she let me know she still love me before she gone to it...
2 n a half month...
i'll be waiting for u....
n that time i will change ;D
a better man for u ;D

Sorrow Night

Whole week....
i had a bitter night...
never even a little sweet....
my heart beat is getting low....
i almost gave up....
but i trust....
in my pray....
1day...gods will help me...
giving me better day....
.....
last night....13/5 Friday...
in my life...
1st time...
i received a simple text...
but effected my heart very deep...
i almost lost my mind....
....
i don know how to explain it here....
but....
i'm really lost my mind that time....
today 14/5 Saturday Night....
She text me...saying she is going off to her "PLKN" tmr...
for 2 n a half month....
sad for me.....
but even she didnt go....
my life would be sad too....
i will try to life without her....
making a new life for me....
i think this is gods hope....
i change....
i will....
CHANGE....
!!!

Unespected Weekend 6~8 May

6/5
Its ways Friday night....
my GF asked me to accompany her to go "Funfair"
....
i don know what i'm thinking that time....
i'm so stupid....i only think about computer n game...
i rejected her offer
n she go with his friend n his friend GF...she was so jelous of them...
....after awhile i feel very regret for rejecting her offer T.T

7/5
Saturday Evening....
like usually...i pick her up...n we go play badminton~
.....
Soon later...
around 10pm.....
i was alone with her....
when i send her home....
she gave me a kiss....
for the god sake...
i was like...
OMG....am i dreaming?!
well...i almost cant sleep that night...
keep thinking of it ;)

8/5
Sunday .....
Evening Around 6...i text n called her so many time...
but she didnt reply me...
i'm getting worry....of something happening to her...
i called her brother...asked if she at home....
her brother say no...n it making me more worry....
around 9...she send a global message on 'Kolony'
n i message her a.s.a.p
but no reply....well....
soon later around 9...i text her lil bro...
ask where did she go....
i was kinda upset...when her lil bro text me back....
it write.."she gone to the funfair"
well...she didnt asked me to join her...
i kinda feel upset....
....just now around 10....she global message on "Kolony" again...
n i reply...but then she ignore me....
i was hoping a text from her...even an empty text....
i was having a sucks week T.T monday-friday had to go school...weekend have a bad day....

well...i cant change the fact....
we'r just like a papper....n god is our writer...
we do everything that gods write....only our prayer can let the god know what we wanted....

5/1

dAy bY dAy ~ mY liFe kEpT bEinG hUrt...
tHe hOle iN mY hEaRt iS gEtTinG bIggEr...
bUt...
i kEep mOve fOrwArd n wAitEd hEr...
...
nOw mY cHanCe gEtTing hEr is kEep gEtTing sLighT...
....
wEll oUr lIfe is jUst liKe a pIece oF paPper...
Gods wRite oN iT n wE foLlow...
wE dOn't hAve tHe pOweR tO iGnoRe oR dEclIne iT...
nOw gOds gIviNg mE a gReAt tEst...
sOon eNough i wOuld gAin sOmeThinG wOrtH...

-Cold Endless Night-

huHuhu...tOdaY i fEel b0rEd...sO jUz tAkiNg fEw miNutE t0 uPdaTe n wRitE sUmtHiNg iN my bLogGy ~

uRm i sTarTed tO pLay tHe "Kolony" bEfoRe caLleD aS MyLife ~
wElL kIndA uPset..wHen i sAw mY bAbyGurL...
oH btW..i maDe uP bAcK wiF mY GF~ wEll mIraCle hApPenEd i gUessed Hehe..
bAck tO toPic me kIndA uPset..wHen i sAw mY bAbyGurL wRote "I LOVE YOU" tO hIs Ex-Boy (oR maYbe hIs tRue lOvE) ~
dAmN wHen i tHinked bAck i wAs iN a tRiaNglE loVe G.G <--
i hOpe i wiLL fOunD aN aNsWer 1dAy tHat wOulD lEad mE to peAcefuL sEtTle ~

Best Regards,
My Self Hehe

23/4 8:22 AM

Today 23/4 8:22 Am i have 2 News....Good n Bad....Good News is...I had release my self from Stressful Thing....Bad news is....i break with my GF :'( i wish that it wont happen...but its destiny...Gods Destined us to met but not to be together...

i Will remember all our memories
♥Lue

30/3 ~ 19/4

at first 30/3 was so meaning full to me ......
day by day past....n day by day i suffer from it...
i was hoping a perfect day or just a better day
but...what i get is just a Stress full life...
T^T i Hope she would read this n understand me :((

- today 19/4
i was really upset n empty minded when i saw she was so happy with her ex-boy...
she never treated me like that or better than that....
n this is the 2nd time she did it to me :((
i don know why...but please stop it...
I love u so much...but u keep hurting me like i'm a heartless people
Every time i didnt reply ur message u'll get angry n straight give me a blame
But when u forgot to reply my message...i'll just forgive u...n never even mad or blame u....

P/S -HauLue-

Update ~

last week or two week 3/27 :D
my cousin " Voo Kok Chung " take me go gai³ at " kota kinabalu "
ask me don go school XD for 2 day hehe well atleast its worth :D
hehe we arrive there around 6 pm took us about 2 hour :o tired
~ after that we go eat Sushi at " WAGAMAMA SUSHI " OMG

well 3 people eat :O when bill come "rm 160+++" i was like "OMG O_O" <--- hahahah lol

well after that we go drink alchohol n smoke sisha :D XD

******SRY FOR BAD IMAGE QUALITY*****

then go home sleep around 12 or 1 hehe

next day monday ~ me n my cousin go shopping n play games :D

****HAD Lunch at McDonald**** hahahahaha
that night we did go drink too at a pub called " Chocolate Factory " :D
so fun that time it was live night~ so fun ~
well last day we stayed awhile n go home around 4pm ~

***** :) *****

Update Blog ^.^

huh ~ long time didnt update blog....almost forgot my pw~ XD
well~ my blog is way too far outdate xD
i'll post what happen ~
last year around september - october was my PMR exam ~
well talking about PMR..its remind me about my lovely hair been cut by the Penolong kanan T.T
anyways ~ after the pmr i had a lot of fun with my lovely friend




Later on~ 3rd of November
we had even more fun !~
we had our lawatan to the cow farm and the Teenager School of prison








After we had alot of Fun~
its time to say Good Bye To School...it was last day on school
we'r asked to use traditional cloth ;D

well then ,






After that it was our School Holiday ~ ^.^
Peace Out 2010