24 / 9 / 2011

This Is A Woest Date For My Life .
It Changed My Life After Too .
Not Because I am Boring Or Something .
Because That Day I Had An Accident .
Not Much Serious Injuries .
Well ,
I Lost My Right-Side Eye*Not I Lost My Eye Ball* .
My Right-Eyed Was Disabled .
Its Hard To Accept .
So . I Tried To Accept .
Damn . It Was Painful .
After That . My Daily Activities Also Affected ,
Less Gyming , Less Badminton-ing N Much More .

I Was So Fucked-Up .
I Wish I Never Ride That Motorcycle .
Well , Its A Faith N Lesson For Me .

Fishing at Sea

i was rejected =_= that was all this about...
T.T sad

Ending Doesn't Mean a fullstop . . .

After A 3month Relationship...
I break it off . . .
Its hard for me to take it on...
Well...
Now...I'm Single ~
N
Its Boring SUMMER!!~
3Day Before Summer END ~~
Aw....I wish Summer last forever :D

72Day Streak Ended By My Self XD

5/15 The Single Night

Feeling like i'm a single man back...
but the truth is...i'm still in relationship....
today....after she leaving to her PLKN at Kota Belut...
my mind start to be empty....
can't even think what to do....
like my life ends here....
well ~ at least she let me know she still love me before she gone to it...
2 n a half month...
i'll be waiting for u....
n that time i will change ;D
a better man for u ;D

Sorrow Night

Whole week....
i had a bitter night...
never even a little sweet....
my heart beat is getting low....
i almost gave up....
but i trust....
in my pray....
1day...gods will help me...
giving me better day....
.....
last night....13/5 Friday...
in my life...
1st time...
i received a simple text...
but effected my heart very deep...
i almost lost my mind....
....
i don know how to explain it here....
but....
i'm really lost my mind that time....
today 14/5 Saturday Night....
She text me...saying she is going off to her "PLKN" tmr...
for 2 n a half month....
sad for me.....
but even she didnt go....
my life would be sad too....
i will try to life without her....
making a new life for me....
i think this is gods hope....
i change....
i will....
CHANGE....
!!!

Unespected Weekend 6~8 May

6/5
Its ways Friday night....
my GF asked me to accompany her to go "Funfair"
....
i don know what i'm thinking that time....
i'm so stupid....i only think about computer n game...
i rejected her offer
n she go with his friend n his friend GF...she was so jelous of them...
....after awhile i feel very regret for rejecting her offer T.T

7/5
Saturday Evening....
like usually...i pick her up...n we go play badminton~
.....
Soon later...
around 10pm.....
i was alone with her....
when i send her home....
she gave me a kiss....
for the god sake...
i was like...
OMG....am i dreaming?!
well...i almost cant sleep that night...
keep thinking of it ;)

8/5
Sunday .....
Evening Around 6...i text n called her so many time...
but she didnt reply me...
i'm getting worry....of something happening to her...
i called her brother...asked if she at home....
her brother say no...n it making me more worry....
around 9...she send a global message on 'Kolony'
n i message her a.s.a.p
but no reply....well....
soon later around 9...i text her lil bro...
ask where did she go....
i was kinda upset...when her lil bro text me back....
it write.."she gone to the funfair"
well...she didnt asked me to join her...
i kinda feel upset....
....just now around 10....she global message on "Kolony" again...
n i reply...but then she ignore me....
i was hoping a text from her...even an empty text....
i was having a sucks week T.T monday-friday had to go school...weekend have a bad day....

well...i cant change the fact....
we'r just like a papper....n god is our writer...
we do everything that gods write....only our prayer can let the god know what we wanted....

5/1

dAy bY dAy ~ mY liFe kEpT bEinG hUrt...
tHe hOle iN mY hEaRt iS gEtTinG bIggEr...
bUt...
i kEep mOve fOrwArd n wAitEd hEr...
...
nOw mY cHanCe gEtTing hEr is kEep gEtTing sLighT...
....
wEll oUr lIfe is jUst liKe a pIece oF paPper...
Gods wRite oN iT n wE foLlow...
wE dOn't hAve tHe pOweR tO iGnoRe oR dEclIne iT...
nOw gOds gIviNg mE a gReAt tEst...
sOon eNough i wOuld gAin sOmeThinG wOrtH...