5/1

dAy bY dAy ~ mY liFe kEpT bEinG hUrt...
tHe hOle iN mY hEaRt iS gEtTinG bIggEr...
bUt...
i kEep mOve fOrwArd n wAitEd hEr...
...
nOw mY cHanCe gEtTing hEr is kEep gEtTing sLighT...
....
wEll oUr lIfe is jUst liKe a pIece oF paPper...
Gods wRite oN iT n wE foLlow...
wE dOn't hAve tHe pOweR tO iGnoRe oR dEclIne iT...
nOw gOds gIviNg mE a gReAt tEst...
sOon eNough i wOuld gAin sOmeThinG wOrtH...

-Cold Endless Night-

huHuhu...tOdaY i fEel b0rEd...sO jUz tAkiNg fEw miNutE t0 uPdaTe n wRitE sUmtHiNg iN my bLogGy ~

uRm i sTarTed tO pLay tHe "Kolony" bEfoRe caLleD aS MyLife ~
wElL kIndA uPset..wHen i sAw mY bAbyGurL...
oH btW..i maDe uP bAcK wiF mY GF~ wEll mIraCle hApPenEd i gUessed Hehe..
bAck tO toPic me kIndA uPset..wHen i sAw mY bAbyGurL wRote "I LOVE YOU" tO hIs Ex-Boy (oR maYbe hIs tRue lOvE) ~
dAmN wHen i tHinked bAck i wAs iN a tRiaNglE loVe G.G <--
i hOpe i wiLL fOunD aN aNsWer 1dAy tHat wOulD lEad mE to peAcefuL sEtTle ~

Best Regards,
My Self Hehe

23/4 8:22 AM

Today 23/4 8:22 Am i have 2 News....Good n Bad....Good News is...I had release my self from Stressful Thing....Bad news is....i break with my GF :'( i wish that it wont happen...but its destiny...Gods Destined us to met but not to be together...

i Will remember all our memories
♥Lue

30/3 ~ 19/4

at first 30/3 was so meaning full to me ......
day by day past....n day by day i suffer from it...
i was hoping a perfect day or just a better day
but...what i get is just a Stress full life...
T^T i Hope she would read this n understand me :((

- today 19/4
i was really upset n empty minded when i saw she was so happy with her ex-boy...
she never treated me like that or better than that....
n this is the 2nd time she did it to me :((
i don know why...but please stop it...
I love u so much...but u keep hurting me like i'm a heartless people
Every time i didnt reply ur message u'll get angry n straight give me a blame
But when u forgot to reply my message...i'll just forgive u...n never even mad or blame u....

P/S -HauLue-

Update ~

last week or two week 3/27 :D
my cousin " Voo Kok Chung " take me go gai³ at " kota kinabalu "
ask me don go school XD for 2 day hehe well atleast its worth :D
hehe we arrive there around 6 pm took us about 2 hour :o tired
~ after that we go eat Sushi at " WAGAMAMA SUSHI " OMG

well 3 people eat :O when bill come "rm 160+++" i was like "OMG O_O" <--- hahahah lol

well after that we go drink alchohol n smoke sisha :D XD

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then go home sleep around 12 or 1 hehe

next day monday ~ me n my cousin go shopping n play games :D

****HAD Lunch at McDonald**** hahahahaha
that night we did go drink too at a pub called " Chocolate Factory " :D
so fun that time it was live night~ so fun ~
well last day we stayed awhile n go home around 4pm ~

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